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hi everybody and welcome to another

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episode of zero uh I just wanted to tell

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you guys something real quick

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even though

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I enjoy the um the premium content

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donations that I make from this show I

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have decided to make this show for free

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uh so that everyone could get it because

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I think it needs to be heard and it

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saved my life so I want to save

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everybody's life and I don't want them

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to uh not do it now what I may do is add

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a five dollar option if you'd like to

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support the show uh you can if you keep

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at the 15 level you get all my other

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shows and I add a ton of stuff so I just

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wanted you to know that I've always felt

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really bad about doing a spiritual show

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behind a paywall I kind of needed it at

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that moment but now blessings in my life

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I do not and I would like to give it

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away

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because zero is for the people and

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that's it so that that I love you all

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thank you for coming on a journey it's

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only going to get better bigger faster

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stronger or it may not and it just may

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be us and who cares that's all I care

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about what I am excited about is our our

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next guest here uh he's been on my show

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many times this show Tim full hat and uh

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I love him very much his podcast is

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skeptical and it's Alex sakaris did I

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get it did I get it you nailed it you

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freaking nailed it Alex I gotta be

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honest with you man you're a Class Act

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I really like you you have great energy

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you have really great vibrations and

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it's like I don't know what you've done

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with your life I know that you've done

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well and that I always like when I meet

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successful people that still have light

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in them that that it gives should give

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everybody hope

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so I just wanted you to know that I got

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numb of mad love for you and I'm super

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excited that we're talking again

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ditto same way you know it's excited to

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be here no but I'm gonna push you man

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because that's what skeptical is about

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so I'm gonna poke at you but uh no love

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love you loved you I'm Rogan man

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congrats thank you man uh I love that

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guy you know I've been getting a lot of

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crap from everybody for defending him

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but people don't realize man like if you

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go back to almost every one of my albums

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I think except for my very first one I

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think I thank him on every album even

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that's way before The Joe Rogan

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Experience so I'm a ride or die guy I

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defend my friends and I will do it to

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the end and if

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I'm seen as some weirdo because you know

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I'm Blood In Blood Out then so be it so

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thank you you know it's funny with Rogan

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because I kind of go back and forth but

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lately I've been kind of going more homo

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on Rogan you know because I'm starting

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to to maybe believe that he is really

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more legit than I kind of thought and

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you know what from a spiritual

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standpoint uh you know I want to bring

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this up with you because I thought it

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was cool and you could relate to it

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because you can relate to Rogan but I

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was hearing the other day and he's

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talking about the voice

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and I'm like [\h__\h] now he's talking about

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the voice now he's talking about the

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real [\h__\h] the voice inside our head

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because that's what it's about right Sam

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I mean it's that voice right and and so

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he's telling the story and he's telling

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it from this

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you know workout thing like he's kind of

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crazy with his workouts and all of this

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stuff but really over the top and he's

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talking about uh Goggins you know David

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Goggins and he goes yeah you know

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sometimes Goggins says he'll [\h__\h]

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stare at his shoes for 30 minutes you

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know like Goggins who's like you know go

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go go go go I'm doing it because you're

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not [\h__\h] doing it you know what he

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says Goggins staring at his shoes I go

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oh they get it it's the voice you know

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my thing is I I do I've been doing the

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ice bath for years you know and what I

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always tell people is uh you know I got

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a freezer I converted and it's you know

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all the ice in there and I go no man

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it's about yoga it ain't about like uh

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you know health benefits or muscle it's

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about every day literally I that voice

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goes off and has given me all these

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excuses why not to get in that ice it's

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like you did it yesterday it's raining

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outside come on it's winter this is

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Solstice every day it's like I try and

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put the voice down and it still comes up

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so now you know for people I don't have

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a very stressful life so it's almost

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like a gift for that voice to rear its

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head and just expose itself for the

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phony [\h__\h] it is you know because it's

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phony it's phony it's just constructing

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all this crazy stuff in my head so I I

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did connect with uh with Rogan when he

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was talking about the voice and then

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when you were on there and I love the

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way this is a minor thing but I love the

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way you handled the hey man you want to

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get high you know which I almost I mean

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that almost pissed me off because he

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like knows you're sober man yeah he

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wasn't serious he was joking because he

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he's very happy I'm sober and but he was

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just like having fun with me for the

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moment because later on that night we

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um at a club I was performing with them

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and I like I like to watch Rogan work I

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just I'm a big fan of uh of a lot of

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stuff that he does and I love his

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stand-up I've always been a big fan of a

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stand-up man I was really excited

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because I knew he was about to start

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recording so

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um he was in there and he smokes fat

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blunts bro he smokes fat blondes and

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he's going to pass and he hands it my

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way and I was just gonna pass it on

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because weed's not my thing I'm never

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tempted to smoke weed it does it's not

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my thing but he goes hey man no you

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can't do it and I go bro I'm just

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passing I don't I don't want it and it

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was very interesting because

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I forgot to talk about us because I was

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at another show we we started late and

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Alex I'm very thank you thankful for you

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for being understanding so thank you

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um but I was at a show and someone in

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the Green Room busted out some cocaine

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it was not the show that was at but

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another show a couple days ago and I

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went on this uh this kind of like weird

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first time I was like oh my God

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someone's doing coke like that's how far

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from Coke I was and then I was like why

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are you doing coke it's like don't you

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know about Fentanyl and that was like

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wow so good rocked his back it was like

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this weird kind of Journey but I also

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see the people that I know still doing

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coke and there's not a lot of light in

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their eyes

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there's a lot of Gray

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and I I get that I get it because I

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remember looking at myself in the mirror

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after I'd been on a run and I would be

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there's no light in me I'm very gray

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right now I'm dehydrated I still between

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you and me I've never really talked

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about I think my legs have felt the

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effects of the years of drug abuse and

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um not drinking a lot of water while I

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was running a gun and so I have to do

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you brought up yoga I got very excited I

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my girlfriend thinks I'm seeing the yoga

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instructor on YouTube she thinks I'm

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dating the the Canadian yoga instructor

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because I'm always doing yo I try to do

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yoga every day I told 30 minutes maybe

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I'll do 20 early and then 10 or 15 20 at

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the end or or I'll bang out 30 at the

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end but I'm really really getting into

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it because it's it's uh it's been it's

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so hard for me because I'm so

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um not limber that it's like this fun

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kind of challenge that I know is really

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good for me I love yoga I I you know you

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can call me Cali guy but yoga is like

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when you start yoga and you can't do

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downward dog it seems so painful and

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then when you can just start banging out

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downward dog it's the best feeling ever

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hey that's awesome hey I just got you

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know I'm such a you know you've been

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doing it for so long best Yogi one of

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the best in my opinion and no one gives

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them props for this understands him Wim

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Hof go watch go watch his Yoga Yoga Yoga

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extra yo like Wim Hof if you go listen

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to his story and [\h__\h] 12 years old he's

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putting together like a comic book you

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know of yoga of the poses cutting them

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out of magazines and putting them

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together he's all about the poses and

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the key thing that he really understands

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is the breath work associated with it

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because a lot of times the the yoga

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today what they've kind of uh messed up

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because they it's a it's a club oriented

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you know class oriented you know follow

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the teacher Sage on the stage kind of

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thing it's all about the breath it's uh

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like my teacher said a long time a long

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time ago it's it's a dance and the

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breath is leading the dance so if you

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get into class or if somebody's telling

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you you okay breathe in breathe out no

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you breathe according to your body's

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motion and uh and you're and so working

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that breath is just there yeah oh I

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could talk about you for a long time but

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no I love it I love it I'm not the best

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of pigeon I have weird uh legs one you

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know none of that matters none of that

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matters it's about getting in touch

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is Joy ever it's

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it's like my my kids being born Patrick

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Ewing being drafted by the Knicks one

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day I'm on the 101 there's nobody and

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then incrementally

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be just getting a little bit deeper into

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yoga pose is like my favorite things

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awesome that's beautiful I love that I

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love I mean it's just like because I I

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stopped Jiu Jitsu because I was really

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upset that I was in limber as my good

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friend who now has a black belt open

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owned his own school so I was like I'm

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not gonna do it but I think I was beat

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my because I like even though I I have

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this weird thing where like and with

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comedy it's it's kind of same thing

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where I just want to be the best like I

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would watch people that are like super

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successful and I never wanted them not

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to do well I always just wanted to be

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there with them like I want you to see

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but I want to succeed too I want to be

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right there so I was but I lost all the

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succeed and I just want to be one of

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those in the group and so you know I do

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that with almost everything I do uh I

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want everyone to be great so I really

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beat myself up in yo in Jujitsu because

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I was just like oh I can't do this I

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can't do this I can't and then I just

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ran out and it's so interesting I know

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you got a lot to want to talk about but

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I'm really working on my daughter

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on her she says can't a lot she loves to

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say can't now she's two she's uh she's

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one month from three but she says can't

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a lot and I'm just constantly trying to

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teach her words I'm already like words

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are magic okay you're putting out magic

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spells and we have to practice abundance

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and children have no clue about

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abundance they don't understand that

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giving it away brings more to them they

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don't understand that yet if you if the

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kid is playing with your horsey that is

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war

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you are holding my horsey that is that

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is my horsey you are not me we want baby

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war and it's like it's been talking it's

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like we're sharing this is I go it's

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called the model of abundance you're

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you've got to practice two things at all

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time little one you gotta practice Law

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of Attraction and model of abundance and

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you will vibrate on a higher level

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bro I'm telling you I I got four kids

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and the one thing that I've learned

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that's super humbling is you can't

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control that [\h__\h] I mean they are they

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are what they are you know they are what

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they are my oldest I'll never forget to

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tell this story all the time

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kid negotiator from the beginning you're

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the age of your daughter at the store go

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up to my wife with two of the things and

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say how about one

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I'm not going to ask for two you think

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I'm gonna ask her two don't you

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[\h__\h] I just love that one

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brilliant but but you you know the the

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thing that I was gonna say is and you

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are are like because you are you you

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know and like when you first came on

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with tinfoil hat I remember because I

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was you know I've been doing my thing

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for a long time just to keep myself

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straight in terms of trying to figure

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this stuff out that was my sole purpose

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I didn't I didn't have any kind of

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entertainment I was just

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be be entertaining enough that everyone

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doesn't completely ignore you so you can

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continue to do this but when you came on

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the one thing that you brought was just

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this like you said this love and

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openness for everybody because all these

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in this little conspiracy World

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everyone's kind of throwing arrows and

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stuff and you're like no man big tent

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everybody come on in what do you got

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bring it bring it and with a in that

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with uh bring it in so I can stab you in

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the back but just bring it in and I

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everyone I hear talk about Sam Tripoli

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that's always the vibe that they got is

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just

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that means a lot to me but it's like

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this you know because I re I brought

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that from Comedy because you know I

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started in the 90s and it was very much

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like boxing and some of the big Comics

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who say hey man this ain't team sport

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man it's one for and I'm like

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interesting but then I remember all the

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I go well all these groups kind of Rise

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together and even if maybe they weren't

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my favorite group of comics but they all

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kind of work together so I remember that

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I remember what because like in

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podcasting comedians were starting to

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all do each other's shows and I was like

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oh that's kind of that's that's changing

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the game for comedians we're no longer

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you and I are fighting over that one

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hosting gig or that one movie role now

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we both can share each other's uh

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shelves like the inventor of the swap

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cast is is um kind of like what we're

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doing right now is Doug Stanhope Doug

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stamp was out of being too lazy to want

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to record two episodes he's like let's

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record one and we'll both put it out and

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that you know I was very lucky you know

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dog uh Duncan Trussell they both did

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swap cast with me very early and I was

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very blessed so I I took because I

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remember the I'm not gonna say it was

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but I remember he's like oh that's my

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competition I go oh man there's no

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competition everybody's there's so much

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for enough that it's like even in a

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saturated world of podcasting and

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content creating there is not enough

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content creators I even at my age of 50

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years old and like constantly trying to

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refresh my timeline to see if there's

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anything that I can can uh Digest and so

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there's not enough we need more even

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though there's too much we still need

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more and people need to understand that

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no I I think that's tricky for a lot of

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people to get but it it's just been

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proven true to the point where it's not

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even controversial anymore I mean look

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at how it's blown up no one could have

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seen this so I mean it's just

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yeah it's become it's become super

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obvious crazy man and it's like there's

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just these hermetic principles of life

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that I I apply to my life that the best

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of my ability and they just work out it

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all works out and you know I'm really

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good with God

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uh you know I'm not in any religion in

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terms of like organized religion uh but

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I'm really spiritual and I don't know

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man when I do certain things my I

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vibrate at a higher level like you know

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like you're you have a high vibrational

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level you like you you you emit

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wonderful energy so it's like you do you

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you do you do you you burst man and I

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think that's important for people to

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understand that that's what comes from

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it's like helping others helps you

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vibrate on another level sharing stuff

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you know you're in you're in I I say

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this on every podcast so I'm sure people

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are getting bored of hearing it but like

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the truth is man if you're like having

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money problems give away some cash it

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just always has helped me and I'm always

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amazed at how much the universe pays me

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back and I don't do it for that I do it

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because it's a bun it's like you know I

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was having a conversation with a good

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friend of mine today about all these

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like someone's psychopath comedians

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who've made it and sometimes you know

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you know there's a couple that are nice

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guys now they've learned their ways and

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I always will say you have to give

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people a chance to prove themselves from

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the mistakes I know if nobody gave me

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another chance I would be I would be

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alone in the world so I've had many

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people give me Second Chances so you

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know you gotta give these people Second

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Chance one of those people is Dane Cook

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like I've had wonderful conversations

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with Dane Cook dank young Dane Cook what

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thought the world was a Highlander like

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there could be only one and new Dane

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Cook is like he knows how the game is

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played and it's ever and that has been

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demonized how to play the game but that

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is 100 the world and so he's learned it

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so I root for him but you go why does

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somebody like that that was very much

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somebody who just it was like there

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could be only one why does that guy make

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to the top because he practices The Law

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of Attraction which is I believe myself

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so much I'm putting out that energy that

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I'm the Michael Jordan of this

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[\h__\h] [\h__\h] and that gets you to

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the top very much

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but you know what

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if you don't practice abundance okay

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with Law of Attraction you lose it in my

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humble opinion you lose it all so you

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gotta will it to happen and then you

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Gotta Give It Away you gotta help those

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behind you those in the lower lifting

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people up lifting people up saying nice

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things helping people give it away why

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be on the top of the pyramid Man by

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yourself and you can have friends you

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know

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well I I'm I'm down with you part of the

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way except some big Exceptions there one

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as someone who's been kind of money

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oriented my whole life because I'm Greek

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I can't explain it I can't help it

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you're not record the next Church the

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guys in the back that's all they're

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talking about is hey what do you got on

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what you're making but there there are

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certain laws and principles I think that

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you know people are all over the

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Internet exploding how to make money how

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to make money how to make money and how

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to make wealth and most of it's [\h__\h]

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but the one thing I think from YouTube

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university has really given us is

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there's a lot of really good stuff out

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there too and there's a lot and and you

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did you still do your money show you

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still do you still do it it's a very

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Niche show and that's fine you know I

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love it though we I do with a good

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friend of mine Howie Dewey and and uh

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Johnny Woodard and yeah man we just like

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to help people most of my brands are

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helping people figure their [\h__\h] out

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that's what I want to do whether it's

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spiritual whether it's what's going on

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in the world or how to take control of

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your life how to be the first how to be

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the first responder to your problems

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like that's everything to me

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you know I just think I think money is

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is misunderstood in terms of uh there's

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some principles that are you know like

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even the The Law of Attraction thing I

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mean [\h__\h] it don't matter you know if

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you tape a [\h__\h] Range Rover to your

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uh fridge and stare at it every day you

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know or or let's say let's say it does

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let's say you can bend the universe that

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way because you know parapsychology and

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uh just

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metaphysics says that there's some

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reality to uh to that right I would not

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deny the reality that you can manifest

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stuff but if you want it's a statistical

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game it is what the science will tell

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you is that you know statistically most

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people who don't try and manifest a gold

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coin in their hand most people can't do

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it or they do it you know but if you

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apply some of the basic principles of

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kind of money and money making and that

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everyone's been talked about for the

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longest time and you know Think and Grow

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Rich who turns out to be a a fraudster

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by the way Napoleon Hill he didn't write

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any of that [\h__\h] he had somebody else

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write for him

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oh bombs

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yeah but but very interesting there you

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know and uh like oh you know what's that

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I don't believe that

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that's what I've heard bro that's why

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I've heard to position him to limited

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Hangouts yet because they wanted their

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guy to have it not somebody else it's

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interesting it's interesting but I want

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to get in some so I mean I've been

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having some wonderful conversations on

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the show and one of them was about Tran

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surfing and I'm gonna do the same joke I

532
00:21:59,230 --> 00:21:55,380
always do it's not about cross-dressers

533
00:22:03,110 --> 00:21:59,240
in Hawaii okay it's about this belief

534
00:22:06,470 --> 00:22:03,120
that there are multiple demand there's

535
00:22:09,830 --> 00:22:06,480
Mo every version of you exists at the

536
00:22:13,430 --> 00:22:09,840
same time the question is how far are

537
00:22:15,049 --> 00:22:13,440
you away from that version of you and

538
00:22:17,810 --> 00:22:15,059
then it becomes What's it gonna take for

539
00:22:19,430 --> 00:22:17,820
you to get to there and that to me is

540
00:22:21,649 --> 00:22:19,440
what we're about you're like well you

541
00:22:25,190 --> 00:22:21,659
can't manifest a coin in your hand right

542
00:22:26,990 --> 00:22:25,200
but how far away are you from getting a

543
00:22:29,149 --> 00:22:27,000
gold coin and what does it take to get

544
00:22:31,850 --> 00:22:29,159
you to that gold coin so I mean for me

545
00:22:34,250 --> 00:22:31,860
man manifestation is really

546
00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:34,260
oh Choose Your Own Adventure in a weird

547
00:22:39,590 --> 00:22:37,200
way where you're you're deciding what

548
00:22:41,450 --> 00:22:39,600
turns you're taking in the hopes of

549
00:22:44,270 --> 00:22:41,460
getting to the end of the story that's

550
00:22:46,250 --> 00:22:44,280
if that makes any sense at all it's like

551
00:22:48,230 --> 00:22:46,260
I always tell people when they get sober

552
00:22:50,990 --> 00:22:48,240
and I need to shut up because I'm not

553
00:22:53,810 --> 00:22:51,000
letting you talk enough but I I um I

554
00:22:56,390 --> 00:22:53,820
always say when you get sober have a

555
00:22:58,789 --> 00:22:56,400
destination like what do you want to do

556
00:23:00,590 --> 00:22:58,799
sober like and you know and people go I

557
00:23:02,870 --> 00:23:00,600
want to be president if we're going by

558
00:23:05,510 --> 00:23:02,880
this trans surfing thing there's you and

559
00:23:07,130 --> 00:23:05,520
presidency is so far up here that it

560
00:23:09,529 --> 00:23:07,140
might take forever you to even get close

561
00:23:12,409 --> 00:23:09,539
to that who knows but maybe you could be

562
00:23:15,470 --> 00:23:12,419
president of your book club or whatever

563
00:23:17,090 --> 00:23:15,480
you want within that realm that is close

564
00:23:19,970 --> 00:23:17,100
enough it's just there it's like that

565
00:23:23,029 --> 00:23:19,980
movie everything everywhere all at once

566
00:23:25,669 --> 00:23:23,039
is the greatest movie ever because it's

567
00:23:28,010 --> 00:23:25,679
in my top five literally because it's

568
00:23:30,409 --> 00:23:28,020
this notion that there's a million

569
00:23:32,510 --> 00:23:30,419
versions of you an infinite amount

570
00:23:34,490 --> 00:23:32,520
versions of you and they're all inside

571
00:23:36,590 --> 00:23:34,500
you you just have to figure out how to

572
00:23:38,810 --> 00:23:36,600
tap into those things and that's kind of

573
00:23:41,330 --> 00:23:38,820
where I'm at I know it's a lot woo-woo

574
00:23:44,810 --> 00:23:41,340
but no no it's it's not woo-woo to me

575
00:23:46,549 --> 00:23:44,820
and and I'm interested in like like back

576
00:23:49,130 --> 00:23:46,559
to Rogan one of the things that I guess

577
00:23:50,690 --> 00:23:49,140
I could never square with Rogan is I

578
00:23:54,049 --> 00:23:50,700
don't totally trust people who are not

579
00:23:57,470 --> 00:23:54,059
sober work now you know I

580
00:23:59,210 --> 00:23:57,480
I just can't it you know my head at my

581
00:24:02,330 --> 00:23:59,220
family mom

582
00:24:05,810 --> 00:24:02,340
addict you know died an addict drugs

583
00:24:08,510 --> 00:24:05,820
alcohol uh I I was never had a huge

584
00:24:11,090 --> 00:24:08,520
problem but you know enjoyed drinking

585
00:24:13,310 --> 00:24:11,100
and drinking just like everybody else

586
00:24:15,289 --> 00:24:13,320
you know a lot and stuff like that and

587
00:24:17,270 --> 00:24:15,299
it's when I got married and it was kind

588
00:24:19,490 --> 00:24:17,280
of interfering right off the bat you

589
00:24:22,010 --> 00:24:19,500
know year one you know and it's like

590
00:24:23,870 --> 00:24:22,020
whoa this is just not gonna go well and

591
00:24:26,570 --> 00:24:23,880
then I got really mad at a point I was

592
00:24:28,190 --> 00:24:26,580
like how did I get sucked into this how

593
00:24:30,710 --> 00:24:28,200
did I get sucked into the idea that

594
00:24:33,830 --> 00:24:30,720
being a man is somehow associated with

595
00:24:35,930 --> 00:24:33,840
you know all this stuff you know and it

596
00:24:38,990 --> 00:24:35,940
felt like a lot of the mind control

597
00:24:41,870 --> 00:24:39,000
stuff that we you know I'll talk about

598
00:24:45,350 --> 00:24:41,880
and kind of see obviously happening so

599
00:24:47,450 --> 00:24:45,360
I'm super interested for free

600
00:24:51,770 --> 00:24:47,460
I don't know about the sober thing the

601
00:24:54,890 --> 00:24:51,780
way like how do you deal with the

602
00:24:57,230 --> 00:24:54,900
All or Nothing part of the of the sober

603
00:24:59,029 --> 00:24:57,240
thing do you feel like and the thing do

604
00:25:01,490 --> 00:24:59,039
you feel like it's a disease when people

605
00:25:03,230 --> 00:25:01,500
say it's a disease do you relate to it

606
00:25:06,289 --> 00:25:03,240
in that way or what do you think I'm

607
00:25:08,930 --> 00:25:06,299
fine with that lingo because it doesn't

608
00:25:11,890 --> 00:25:08,940
uh it doesn't mean anything to me I

609
00:25:15,350 --> 00:25:11,900
think that's if maybe that's some way

610
00:25:17,270 --> 00:25:15,360
in a disease like a viral venereal

611
00:25:19,610 --> 00:25:17,280
disease no but maybe in terms of a

612
00:25:22,789 --> 00:25:19,620
mental disease it's possible you know

613
00:25:26,750 --> 00:25:22,799
the Cravings the inability to stop it's

614
00:25:29,930 --> 00:25:26,760
possible but I I get more into the

615
00:25:32,450 --> 00:25:29,940
Hermetic principles of dual duality

616
00:25:35,210 --> 00:25:32,460
and that there we have light and dark in

617
00:25:37,789 --> 00:25:35,220
us and some of our darkness is a little

618
00:25:39,590 --> 00:25:37,799
darker and we gotta learn how to deal

619
00:25:41,570 --> 00:25:39,600
with that Darkness but we also have to

620
00:25:43,370 --> 00:25:41,580
recognize that that darkness is

621
00:25:48,950 --> 00:25:43,380
constantly inside us

622
00:25:51,950 --> 00:25:48,960
so I use that to propel me to be a

623
00:25:54,710 --> 00:25:51,960
better sober person because I know that

624
00:25:57,350 --> 00:25:54,720
person's inside me that if I don't do

625
00:26:00,649 --> 00:25:57,360
simple things like connect with others

626
00:26:02,810 --> 00:26:00,659
call others check in on others help

627
00:26:05,330 --> 00:26:02,820
others through my experience strength

628
00:26:07,669 --> 00:26:05,340
and help which like dude when I joined

629
00:26:11,630 --> 00:26:07,679
AAA I would have told you that's all

630
00:26:14,930 --> 00:26:11,640
[\h__\h] to tell people that to have

631
00:26:16,549 --> 00:26:14,940
people who have no will to stop using

632
00:26:19,070 --> 00:26:16,559
drugs that they have to get this thing

633
00:26:21,049 --> 00:26:19,080
outside them because they they'll let

634
00:26:22,730 --> 00:26:21,059
themselves down so they can't let this

635
00:26:25,430 --> 00:26:22,740
person out which is the most ridiculous

636
00:26:27,710 --> 00:26:25,440
thing and it's not until you start

637
00:26:29,930 --> 00:26:27,720
studying like conspiracies always lead

638
00:26:31,610 --> 00:26:29,940
to spirituality and this thing is like

639
00:26:33,409 --> 00:26:31,620
if they're lying to us about this what

640
00:26:37,789 --> 00:26:33,419
else they lying to us about and it

641
00:26:39,950 --> 00:26:37,799
always gets to this is a war a spiritual

642
00:26:42,529 --> 00:26:39,960
war now it's nothing to do with money

643
00:26:46,430 --> 00:26:42,539
they got all the money they have all the

644
00:26:49,010 --> 00:26:46,440
power they want the population they want

645
00:26:51,669 --> 00:26:49,020
less of us because they've made deals

646
00:26:54,649 --> 00:26:51,679
with in my humble opinion deep down back

647
00:26:56,330 --> 00:26:54,659
arunaki archons fallen angel I think

648
00:26:58,669 --> 00:26:56,340
they're all the same thing it just

649
00:27:01,430 --> 00:26:58,679
depends who you're talking to my humble

650
00:27:05,930 --> 00:27:01,440
opinion and um

651
00:27:09,350 --> 00:27:05,940
you know are we is this a realm that

652
00:27:14,149 --> 00:27:09,360
this this the one created for us to come

653
00:27:17,330 --> 00:27:14,159
down and learn Karma or is this the the

654
00:27:20,269 --> 00:27:17,340
uh demiurge wanted to be God and created

655
00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:20,279
a false reality in these archons are the

656
00:27:24,049 --> 00:27:21,900
people that keep it running and we're

657
00:27:25,970 --> 00:27:24,059
we're batteries I don't know man I

658
00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:25,980
really don't know I love I just love the

659
00:27:31,430 --> 00:27:27,480
discussion

660
00:27:34,430 --> 00:27:31,440
well I want to take I want to rerun the

661
00:27:36,169 --> 00:27:34,440
tape there for a minute because like

662
00:27:37,610 --> 00:27:36,179
one of the things I think is interesting

663
00:27:40,610 --> 00:27:37,620
about what you're talking about and I

664
00:27:43,370 --> 00:27:40,620
think this is like with the uh

665
00:27:46,549 --> 00:27:43,380
with the addiction thing that in a way

666
00:27:50,750 --> 00:27:46,559
that see I think the addiction thing

667
00:27:53,269 --> 00:27:50,760
gets distorted in the sense that it

668
00:27:55,130 --> 00:27:53,279
makes it's [\h__\h] we all relate to it

669
00:27:56,570 --> 00:27:55,140
we relate to it so much more than we

670
00:28:00,110 --> 00:27:56,580
admit and here's the point that I think

671
00:28:02,870 --> 00:28:00,120
it's like anyone I can't I can't put

672
00:28:05,149 --> 00:28:02,880
Haagen-Dazs in the freezer right because

673
00:28:07,310 --> 00:28:05,159
I then I cannot walk past the freezer

674
00:28:09,710 --> 00:28:07,320
and get without getting that pint you

675
00:28:12,649 --> 00:28:09,720
know finished off now that's like a

676
00:28:14,330 --> 00:28:12,659
minor thing who cares but it's like the

677
00:28:15,830 --> 00:28:14,340
same thing it's like yeah I told you a

678
00:28:18,230 --> 00:28:15,840
minute ago that my wife's a forensic

679
00:28:20,149 --> 00:28:18,240
psychologist and she's worked in prisons

680
00:28:22,610 --> 00:28:20,159
and she's worked with people life

681
00:28:25,010 --> 00:28:22,620
without parole and serial killers and

682
00:28:26,630 --> 00:28:25,020
stuff like that I saw okay so what do

683
00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:26,640
you what do you think that's about you

684
00:28:30,289 --> 00:28:28,320
know the worst of the worst you know

685
00:28:31,549 --> 00:28:30,299
like really really bad serial killers

686
00:28:33,169 --> 00:28:31,559
she goes well

687
00:28:35,450 --> 00:28:33,179
you know I had to push her and she goes

688
00:28:37,430 --> 00:28:35,460
I think it's about control you know I

689
00:28:40,909 --> 00:28:37,440
think it's about control and I thought

690
00:28:42,830 --> 00:28:40,919
wow isn't that and then I thought you

691
00:28:45,409 --> 00:28:42,840
know if you read some of the stories

692
00:28:48,230 --> 00:28:45,419
about the worst of the worst

693
00:28:50,930 --> 00:28:48,240
of these folks and even the ones who

694
00:28:52,610 --> 00:28:50,940
come into you know demonic possession or

695
00:28:55,070 --> 00:28:52,620
feel like they had that kind of spirit

696
00:28:56,930 --> 00:28:55,080
there it's the same thing it's like

697
00:28:59,350 --> 00:28:56,940
these little decisions that they make

698
00:29:01,730 --> 00:28:59,360
it's these combination the the

699
00:29:04,250 --> 00:29:01,740
accumulation of all these little

700
00:29:06,289 --> 00:29:04,260
decisions we make I think it's so much

701
00:29:07,610 --> 00:29:06,299
more relatable I think the AAA thing

702
00:29:11,029 --> 00:29:07,620
that you're talking about is so much

703
00:29:12,730 --> 00:29:11,039
more uh relatable in terms of

704
00:29:15,710 --> 00:29:12,740
how we

705
00:29:17,750 --> 00:29:15,720
construct all this crazy stuff with that

706
00:29:19,490 --> 00:29:17,760
voice again that's in our head and how

707
00:29:21,230 --> 00:29:19,500
we listen to it and take control of it

708
00:29:24,409 --> 00:29:21,240
and when we

709
00:29:26,810 --> 00:29:24,419
get in good spirit with other people and

710
00:29:29,029 --> 00:29:26,820
they're cool and we hang out and it just

711
00:29:30,409 --> 00:29:29,039
doesn't it just soften up the voice

712
00:29:31,970 --> 00:29:30,419
isn't it you know even when you just

713
00:29:34,190 --> 00:29:31,980
have a good conversation like we're

714
00:29:37,130 --> 00:29:34,200
having and you say wow I can really

715
00:29:40,570 --> 00:29:37,140
relate to Sam he really is the good

716
00:29:42,889 --> 00:29:40,580
authentic person that I I thought he was

717
00:29:45,470 --> 00:29:42,899
even just saying that because I know

718
00:29:48,769 --> 00:29:45,480
it's true to me it warms my heart it

719
00:29:51,950 --> 00:29:48,779
makes me feel that you know my voice is

720
00:29:54,230 --> 00:29:51,960
not as crazy it doesn't have to be as

721
00:29:56,930 --> 00:29:54,240
crazy as I think it is and I don't need

722
00:29:59,269 --> 00:29:56,940
it and I can get past it and then I can

723
00:30:04,909 --> 00:29:59,279
because

724
00:30:08,510 --> 00:30:04,919
we see of the worst of the worst the

725
00:30:09,710 --> 00:30:08,520
schwabian kind of craziness and all the

726
00:30:12,649 --> 00:30:09,720
rest of it

727
00:30:15,409 --> 00:30:12,659
is just people that have gone too far

728
00:30:18,110 --> 00:30:15,419
with some very basic stuff that we're

729
00:30:21,409 --> 00:30:18,120
all dealing with and if they're making

730
00:30:23,750 --> 00:30:21,419
deals with the devil I I think we can

731
00:30:26,090 --> 00:30:23,760
all relate how you could get there how

732
00:30:29,570 --> 00:30:26,100
any of us could get there just with a

733
00:30:32,510 --> 00:30:29,580
series of uh decisions of you know

734
00:30:34,430 --> 00:30:32,520
deciding not to get on that yoga mat you

735
00:30:36,830 --> 00:30:34,440
know because oh I don't need it I you

736
00:30:38,149 --> 00:30:36,840
know I think it's interesting dude I

737
00:30:39,649 --> 00:30:38,159
think it's really interesting you know

738
00:30:42,950 --> 00:30:39,659
I've really um

739
00:30:46,789 --> 00:30:42,960
stopped watching murder entertainment

740
00:30:49,549 --> 00:30:46,799
I just I think it's it's so weird I live

741
00:30:51,769 --> 00:30:49,559
in a world where jokes uh hurt people's

742
00:30:55,789 --> 00:30:51,779
feelings but yet these same people will

743
00:30:58,610 --> 00:30:55,799
run home to watch the first 48 or the ID

744
00:31:00,950 --> 00:30:58,620
channel or this new this show that's

745
00:31:01,730 --> 00:31:00,960
pretty popular on

746
00:31:04,250 --> 00:31:01,740
um

747
00:31:06,590 --> 00:31:04,260
you know Netflix called I am a killer or

748
00:31:09,289 --> 00:31:06,600
even soft white underbelly like that guy

749
00:31:14,149 --> 00:31:09,299
does an amazing job of interviewing

750
00:31:16,130 --> 00:31:14,159
those people I just it just the trauma

751
00:31:17,090 --> 00:31:16,140
that people go through in their early

752
00:31:19,490 --> 00:31:17,100
life

753
00:31:22,610 --> 00:31:19,500
you know it's just hurt people hurt

754
00:31:25,430 --> 00:31:22,620
people and it's just like at what point

755
00:31:28,130 --> 00:31:25,440
do we go man I mean like yeah they did

756
00:31:30,409 --> 00:31:28,140
something nasty and there's a price to

757
00:31:31,970 --> 00:31:30,419
pay with that but do we also have an

758
00:31:34,370 --> 00:31:31,980
understanding that

759
00:31:37,669 --> 00:31:34,380
they came into this world a loving

760
00:31:39,470 --> 00:31:37,679
beautiful thing and Trauma happened

761
00:31:40,730 --> 00:31:39,480
and like it was what I was gonna say to

762
00:31:43,430 --> 00:31:40,740
you earlier because you were bringing up

763
00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:43,440
that people are on their path and you

764
00:31:47,389 --> 00:31:45,120
know what man my parents were perfect

765
00:31:51,169 --> 00:31:47,399
but man I'm so blessed to have them as

766
00:31:52,669 --> 00:31:51,179
parents my dad as much as trauma would

767
00:31:54,230 --> 00:31:52,679
tell me how much trauma he went through

768
00:31:56,630 --> 00:31:54,240
as a kid I talked about us on the last

769
00:31:59,090 --> 00:31:56,640
episode it makes me understand him a lot

770
00:32:03,110 --> 00:31:59,100
more and have some compassion for him

771
00:32:06,169 --> 00:32:03,120
because he did burn everything down

772
00:32:08,630 --> 00:32:06,179
and now I understand why his grandma was

773
00:32:10,669 --> 00:32:08,640
hitting him when he was a kid your

774
00:32:12,529 --> 00:32:10,679
grandma's supposed to be nothing but

775
00:32:14,690 --> 00:32:12,539
pure love your grandma's whacking you

776
00:32:17,510 --> 00:32:14,700
and punching your head and your 70s

777
00:32:19,970 --> 00:32:17,520
still talking about it you know I mean

778
00:32:21,230 --> 00:32:19,980
like so you know the last episode woman

779
00:32:23,930 --> 00:32:21,240
brought up what happened to Ted

780
00:32:26,269 --> 00:32:23,940
Kaczynski at six months old he was

781
00:32:28,310 --> 00:32:26,279
strapped down for seven days and nobody

782
00:32:30,590 --> 00:32:28,320
touched him or helped him because he had

783
00:32:32,389 --> 00:32:30,600
all these weird itching scratching

784
00:32:34,490 --> 00:32:32,399
things going on he was never the same

785
00:32:37,370 --> 00:32:34,500
after that and then everywhere he goes

786
00:32:38,350 --> 00:32:37,380
there's just more trauma till now he's

787
00:32:41,149 --> 00:32:38,360
in

788
00:32:43,789 --> 00:32:41,159
maximum security and solitary

789
00:32:45,950 --> 00:32:43,799
confinement and which maybe seems what

790
00:32:49,310 --> 00:32:45,960
his skill set now is made for because of

791
00:32:51,590 --> 00:32:49,320
all the trauma he went through and so

792
00:32:53,570 --> 00:32:51,600
it's just it's it's an interesting thing

793
00:32:56,870 --> 00:32:53,580
and like my next door neighbors growing

794
00:32:59,210 --> 00:32:56,880
up I couldn't love people more they

795
00:33:02,330 --> 00:32:59,220
drank they drink every night their life

796
00:33:04,490 --> 00:33:02,340
and they're just and if you saw them you

797
00:33:07,430 --> 00:33:04,500
wouldn't believe it you're like you guys

798
00:33:11,149 --> 00:33:07,440
party that much God bless you I can't do

799
00:33:14,269 --> 00:33:11,159
it I just I want to set the high score

800
00:33:20,090 --> 00:33:14,279
every night I wanna I wanna be a rock

801
00:33:22,789 --> 00:33:20,100
star [\h__\h] face drunk High to just laying

802
00:33:24,830 --> 00:33:22,799
into my vices you know trying to see

803
00:33:27,529 --> 00:33:24,840
here's me here's my skeptical thing is I

804
00:33:29,990 --> 00:33:27,539
I don't I don't trust it because it's

805
00:33:31,789 --> 00:33:30,000
not in my experience to know to think

806
00:33:35,690 --> 00:33:31,799
that you can

807
00:33:37,310 --> 00:33:35,700
you can get high and still function at

808
00:33:39,230 --> 00:33:37,320
the highest level it just doesn't seem

809
00:33:41,570 --> 00:33:39,240
to work I don't know anyone it works for

810
00:33:43,490 --> 00:33:41,580
I've never seen my life I've just never

811
00:33:45,830 --> 00:33:43,500
seen anyone who's getting high and now

812
00:33:47,750 --> 00:33:45,840
with weed it's so and it's tough because

813
00:33:50,810 --> 00:33:47,760
it's in my family you know it's not like

814
00:33:53,330 --> 00:33:50,820
I'm I'm not like my family's perfect but

815
00:33:56,029 --> 00:33:53,340
you're getting high all the time

816
00:33:58,909 --> 00:33:56,039
bro you're just the light cannot come

817
00:34:01,430 --> 00:33:58,919
through it's just you're blocking the

818
00:34:04,190 --> 00:34:01,440
light it's like it just doesn't work any

819
00:34:06,409 --> 00:34:04,200
other way you get it man I guess it's

820
00:34:08,149 --> 00:34:06,419
just some people that they're white but

821
00:34:09,829 --> 00:34:08,159
again you don't know what they would do

822
00:34:11,570 --> 00:34:09,839
if they weren't drinking or doing drugs

823
00:34:14,570 --> 00:34:11,580
at all you don't know if they're amazing

824
00:34:16,129 --> 00:34:14,580
now what would they be doing what what

825
00:34:19,250 --> 00:34:16,139
could they create with no drugs no

826
00:34:19,909 --> 00:34:19,260
alcohol so my whole thing is this you

827
00:34:20,510 --> 00:34:19,919
know

828
00:34:23,930 --> 00:34:20,520
um

829
00:34:27,409 --> 00:34:23,940
uh this new weed is like not your

830
00:34:31,190 --> 00:34:27,419
grandpa's weed it is Frankenstein weed

831
00:34:34,190 --> 00:34:31,200
and is causing people to have like

832
00:34:35,629 --> 00:34:34,200
almost in some weird way almost like

833
00:34:43,190 --> 00:34:35,639
these

834
00:34:45,770 --> 00:34:43,200
what we've seen in crystal meth forever

835
00:34:49,210 --> 00:34:45,780
and you gotta really ask yourself if

836
00:34:51,710 --> 00:34:49,220
something's everywhere all the time

837
00:34:54,430 --> 00:34:51,720
why is that

838
00:34:57,109 --> 00:34:54,440
and I also get into

839
00:35:00,109 --> 00:34:57,119
what what

840
00:35:02,630 --> 00:35:00,119
is there's there's something of

841
00:35:05,390 --> 00:35:02,640
something being legal and something

842
00:35:07,910 --> 00:35:05,400
being morally right and sometimes

843
00:35:10,190 --> 00:35:07,920
they're not the same thing and some

844
00:35:11,930 --> 00:35:10,200
things should be like pornography right

845
00:35:13,190 --> 00:35:11,940
I've had a problem with porn I've been

846
00:35:15,890 --> 00:35:13,200
blessed I've gone

847
00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:15,900
sometime now without watching it but in

848
00:35:22,849 --> 00:35:18,300
my addiction I was setting high scores

849
00:35:26,990 --> 00:35:22,859
in that stuff right now I think porn

850
00:35:28,490 --> 00:35:27,000
should be legal because if you take that

851
00:35:29,930 --> 00:35:28,500
away you're just going to send this

852
00:35:31,849 --> 00:35:29,940
thing Underground

853
00:35:33,829 --> 00:35:31,859
and it's going to get more dangerous for

854
00:35:36,050 --> 00:35:33,839
these people you're not going to stop it

855
00:35:38,150 --> 00:35:36,060
the minute somebody invented a camera

856
00:35:40,190 --> 00:35:38,160
there was some chick doing weird stuff

857
00:35:43,910 --> 00:35:40,200
in front of it it's just the way it is

858
00:35:46,250 --> 00:35:43,920
okay but morally

859
00:35:48,650 --> 00:35:46,260
I don't know man it's a weird industry

860
00:35:50,569 --> 00:35:48,660
where someone quits you never hear from

861
00:35:52,730 --> 00:35:50,579
them again they don't want to be asked

862
00:35:54,589 --> 00:35:52,740
about it they don't like to do it they

863
00:35:57,410 --> 00:35:54,599
they regret doing it they talk about it

864
00:36:00,170 --> 00:35:57,420
all the time no I regret I wish I hadn't

865
00:36:03,050 --> 00:36:00,180
done it that's how we're gonna ask it's

866
00:36:06,230 --> 00:36:03,060
you can do it you can do it but

867
00:36:10,150 --> 00:36:06,240
vibrationally what are you getting into

868
00:36:13,670 --> 00:36:10,160
and you know go on sorry no no I I I I

869
00:36:15,890 --> 00:36:13,680
agree and I do bring it back to the

870
00:36:17,870 --> 00:36:15,900
voice thing and maybe this is too

871
00:36:20,990 --> 00:36:17,880
abstract and maybe people don't get it

872
00:36:22,310 --> 00:36:21,000
but like to me like when I first started

873
00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:22,320
skeptical one of the things that I found

874
00:36:26,569 --> 00:36:24,540
really really interesting you know back

875
00:36:29,290 --> 00:36:26,579
to like one of the first things we

876
00:36:32,450 --> 00:36:29,300
connected on is this idea that

877
00:36:35,930 --> 00:36:32,460
conspiracy leads to spirituality

878
00:36:39,050 --> 00:36:35,940
and spirituality leads to conspiracy so

879
00:36:42,290 --> 00:36:39,060
I was interested in you know why it

880
00:36:43,849 --> 00:36:42,300
seemed to me that from kind of my

881
00:36:46,670 --> 00:36:43,859
understanding of spirituality and

882
00:36:47,930 --> 00:36:46,680
non-duality was that you know there's a

883
00:36:50,390 --> 00:36:47,940
voice inside your head you go talk to

884
00:36:52,069 --> 00:36:50,400
the Buddhist you go talk to you know the

885
00:36:53,690 --> 00:36:52,079
not to all the yogis all those people

886
00:36:55,310 --> 00:36:53,700
it's the voice inside your head you're

887
00:36:56,750 --> 00:36:55,320
going to try and quiet that voice you

888
00:36:58,790 --> 00:36:56,760
know you're going to try and put it to

889
00:37:00,890 --> 00:36:58,800
rest a little bit so you can find peace

890
00:37:02,329 --> 00:37:00,900
you know and then I turn to science and

891
00:37:05,210 --> 00:37:02,339
science of saying

892
00:37:07,690 --> 00:37:05,220
oh bro there ain't no voice there's no

893
00:37:10,849 --> 00:37:07,700
there's no point there's no voice

894
00:37:12,890 --> 00:37:10,859
your brain is just generating all that

895
00:37:14,569 --> 00:37:12,900
there's nothing there to stop or to

896
00:37:16,970 --> 00:37:14,579
manipulate or demand or anything like

897
00:37:19,790 --> 00:37:16,980
that and it's again it's like why are

898
00:37:22,370 --> 00:37:19,800
they saying that when everybody knows

899
00:37:24,170 --> 00:37:22,380
they got a voice inside their head you

900
00:37:25,310 --> 00:37:24,180
know and by the way just bounce around

901
00:37:26,510 --> 00:37:25,320
on stuff because we're just talking

902
00:37:28,250 --> 00:37:26,520
about stuff

903
00:37:30,650 --> 00:37:28,260
you know that's the that's what kind of

904
00:37:33,710 --> 00:37:30,660
turned me on to yoga is I've told the

905
00:37:37,069 --> 00:37:33,720
story many times but I was like 30 years

906
00:37:38,450 --> 00:37:37,079
old and did my first yoga class uh on TV

907
00:37:40,370 --> 00:37:38,460
you know like you're saying on the

908
00:37:43,550 --> 00:37:40,380
YouTube this is back in TV the woman on

909
00:37:45,710 --> 00:37:43,560
PBS and at the end she goes okay and now

910
00:37:47,750 --> 00:37:45,720
uh rest for a minute and you know do

911
00:37:51,650 --> 00:37:47,760
yeah do shavasana at the end you know

912
00:37:55,190 --> 00:37:51,660
and let let your mind not talk anymore

913
00:37:59,270 --> 00:37:55,200
and I I swear to God Sam for like a half

914
00:38:00,170 --> 00:37:59,280
a second my mind shut down and I was

915
00:38:02,690 --> 00:38:00,180
like

916
00:38:03,710 --> 00:38:02,700
it was a changing moment for my life

917
00:38:06,890 --> 00:38:03,720
because

918
00:38:09,950 --> 00:38:06,900
up until that point I didn't think I was

919
00:38:11,329 --> 00:38:09,960
in there if the voice wasn't in there if

920
00:38:14,150 --> 00:38:11,339
the voice wasn't in there I didn't think

921
00:38:16,910 --> 00:38:14,160
there was anything else you know so to

922
00:38:20,390 --> 00:38:16,920
to to understand that distinction

923
00:38:23,210 --> 00:38:20,400
which I understand now which is that

924
00:38:26,569 --> 00:38:23,220
voice is saying all sorts of crazy stuff

925
00:38:29,329 --> 00:38:26,579
about how I need weed or how I need coke

926
00:38:32,569 --> 00:38:29,339
or you know one more drink or just

927
00:38:35,089 --> 00:38:32,579
whatever the hell it is you know at the

928
00:38:38,510 --> 00:38:35,099
point it all to me once you really

929
00:38:40,609 --> 00:38:38,520
confront the voice and realize how

930
00:38:41,750 --> 00:38:40,619
ridiculous it is it's also telling you I

931
00:38:44,150 --> 00:38:41,760
mean what does the voice tell you

932
00:38:46,430 --> 00:38:44,160
everybody knows does the voice does the

933
00:38:51,410 --> 00:38:46,440
voice inside your head does it regularly

934
00:38:54,890 --> 00:38:51,420
tell you what a really deep Soulful and

935
00:38:57,410 --> 00:38:54,900
genuinely beautiful person you are or

936
00:39:00,410 --> 00:38:57,420
does it tell you what a [\h__\h] up you are

937
00:39:03,109 --> 00:39:00,420
and how many mistakes you've made and

938
00:39:05,510 --> 00:39:03,119
how you didn't even call your freaking

939
00:39:08,569 --> 00:39:05,520
daughter today and what are you and you

940
00:39:10,910 --> 00:39:08,579
know which which voice is in your head I

941
00:39:12,650 --> 00:39:10,920
mean I I tell you you know I I think we

942
00:39:14,870 --> 00:39:12,660
all know the voice that's usually there

943
00:39:16,849 --> 00:39:14,880
yeah it's crazy I never really thought

944
00:39:21,950 --> 00:39:16,859
about it like that

945
00:39:23,810 --> 00:39:21,960
this kind of inner voice that is like

946
00:39:26,210 --> 00:39:23,820
you know it's my favorite line from

947
00:39:27,890 --> 00:39:26,220
waiting for gothman and it's like she

948
00:39:30,349 --> 00:39:27,900
goes I've learned to not trust my

949
00:39:31,550 --> 00:39:30,359
instincts like and I was like that's the

950
00:39:32,930 --> 00:39:31,560
funniest thing I've ever heard in my

951
00:39:35,390 --> 00:39:32,940
life especially when you're talking

952
00:39:37,970 --> 00:39:35,400
about improv but just talking in general

953
00:39:40,130 --> 00:39:37,980
it's like I'm gonna trust my instinct

954
00:39:43,490 --> 00:39:40,140
which is that little voice

955
00:39:44,990 --> 00:39:43,500
that will tell you and like I guess

956
00:39:46,910 --> 00:39:45,000
ma'am for me

957
00:39:49,849 --> 00:39:46,920
that voice

958
00:39:52,790 --> 00:39:49,859
I've learned to rewire it

959
00:39:57,349 --> 00:39:52,800
so it's saying different things

960
00:39:59,930 --> 00:39:57,359
and I I've really learned that because I

961
00:40:01,910 --> 00:39:59,940
come from very paranoid people which is

962
00:40:06,650 --> 00:40:01,920
my father used to give me Crime Boss

963
00:40:08,990 --> 00:40:06,660
advice on how to deal with people and I

964
00:40:12,410 --> 00:40:09,000
would look back and I'd be like oh my

965
00:40:15,349 --> 00:40:12,420
God what was that advice man because his

966
00:40:17,450 --> 00:40:15,359
dad told him that and this is so you

967
00:40:19,550 --> 00:40:17,460
know I've had this conversation again on

968
00:40:22,250 --> 00:40:19,560
the last episode about stopping the

969
00:40:24,589 --> 00:40:22,260
generational trauma of like I'm not

970
00:40:26,630 --> 00:40:24,599
gonna instill my daughters that this

971
00:40:29,030 --> 00:40:26,640
person's jealous of you because of how

972
00:40:31,250 --> 00:40:29,040
great you are it's an awful way to go

973
00:40:33,650 --> 00:40:31,260
through life I've learned in life

974
00:40:34,609 --> 00:40:33,660
probably most people don't realize what

975
00:40:37,609 --> 00:40:34,619
they're doing

976
00:40:39,349 --> 00:40:37,619
there if they do give you some [\h__\h]

977
00:40:41,390 --> 00:40:39,359
it's probably a drive-by shooting

978
00:40:44,030 --> 00:40:41,400
they're not meaning to hit you they're

979
00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:44,040
just pulling the trigger and whoever

980
00:40:49,069 --> 00:40:45,540
they hit they hit

981
00:40:51,890 --> 00:40:49,079
so I have and that is like why I do a

982
00:40:54,230 --> 00:40:51,900
gratitude list every day I try to do a

983
00:40:56,810 --> 00:40:54,240
daily one and a life when the life is so

984
00:41:00,410 --> 00:40:56,820
long that I I try I sometimes I'll do it

985
00:41:03,470 --> 00:41:00,420
at night but it really is about hey man

986
00:41:05,990 --> 00:41:03,480
you have it pretty [\h__\h] good here's

987
00:41:10,130 --> 00:41:06,000
nine things that you should be freaking

988
00:41:12,290 --> 00:41:10,140
proud of and how great this is and that

989
00:41:14,510 --> 00:41:12,300
if it doesn't go your way this is stuff

990
00:41:17,329 --> 00:41:14,520
I've really had to train myself Alex to

991
00:41:19,609 --> 00:41:17,339
get into which is if it did work out the

992
00:41:23,150 --> 00:41:19,619
way you want to there's a bigger plan

993
00:41:25,490 --> 00:41:23,160
down the line and to open your mind to

994
00:41:28,370 --> 00:41:25,500
that and that things that you wish you

995
00:41:29,870 --> 00:41:28,380
could have gotten back in the day maybe

996
00:41:33,790 --> 00:41:29,880
wasn't the right thing for you to have

997
00:41:38,930 --> 00:41:36,589
I think the Gratitude thing I mean I

998
00:41:41,510 --> 00:41:38,940
like I do all this stuff I have a list

999
00:41:44,210 --> 00:41:41,520
of questions the kind of same thing you

1000
00:41:45,950 --> 00:41:44,220
know that every day they pop up in my

1001
00:41:48,109 --> 00:41:45,960
thing you know I ask myself questions I

1002
00:41:50,089 --> 00:41:48,119
go out and do breathing exercises I go

1003
00:41:52,970 --> 00:41:50,099
to the beach do yoga I do the answer I

1004
00:41:54,829 --> 00:41:52,980
break my life down and around all these

1005
00:41:59,030 --> 00:41:54,839
little things that I build into my life

1006
00:42:01,930 --> 00:41:59,040
to keep me from being uh depressed and

1007
00:42:05,930 --> 00:42:01,940
angry and and not that it it works 100

1008
00:42:07,310 --> 00:42:05,940
but it's like gosh I I don't know that's

1009
00:42:08,569 --> 00:42:07,320
the other thing I guess about when we

1010
00:42:10,190 --> 00:42:08,579
were talking about the addiction thing

1011
00:42:13,010 --> 00:42:10,200
it's like

1012
00:42:14,510 --> 00:42:13,020
bro we're all working the program yeah I

1013
00:42:16,190 --> 00:42:14,520
mean whether you're addicted or not

1014
00:42:17,690 --> 00:42:16,200
we're all working the program if you're

1015
00:42:19,910 --> 00:42:17,700
not working the program that's why I'm

1016
00:42:21,410 --> 00:42:19,920
saying like I I don't totally trust

1017
00:42:23,390 --> 00:42:21,420
people who aren't sober because it's

1018
00:42:24,950 --> 00:42:23,400
like how are you not working the program

1019
00:42:27,829 --> 00:42:24,960
that's the only way I get through life

1020
00:42:29,810 --> 00:42:27,839
is working working my program you know

1021
00:42:32,990 --> 00:42:29,820
what do you think about that I I think

1022
00:42:35,750 --> 00:42:33,000
it's interesting I also know that just

1023
00:42:38,510 --> 00:42:35,760
there's just some people that can just

1024
00:42:42,349 --> 00:42:38,520
do it and I like I would love to be one

1025
00:42:44,990 --> 00:42:42,359
of them I'm just not them I don't know

1026
00:42:46,790 --> 00:42:45,000
why but they can

1027
00:42:48,290 --> 00:42:46,800
I don't know man I understand what

1028
00:42:50,810 --> 00:42:48,300
you're saying that like because when

1029
00:42:53,390 --> 00:42:50,820
sobriety comes this like this incredible

1030
00:42:55,910 --> 00:42:53,400
amount of looking inside yourself and

1031
00:42:59,750 --> 00:42:55,920
personal inventory that I don't think a

1032
00:43:03,770 --> 00:42:59,760
lot of people do but some maybe they do

1033
00:43:04,970 --> 00:43:03,780
it in their life in a way that isn't uh

1034
00:43:12,410 --> 00:43:04,980
as

1035
00:43:14,750 --> 00:43:12,420
because we realize that if we don't do

1036
00:43:15,829 --> 00:43:14,760
this we're gonna let the darkness back

1037
00:43:18,050 --> 00:43:15,839
out

1038
00:43:20,270 --> 00:43:18,060
everybody's interesting dude it's like

1039
00:43:22,730 --> 00:43:20,280
Rogan is a great example of a guy who's

1040
00:43:25,309 --> 00:43:22,740
batting average in life is so [\h__\h]

1041
00:43:28,430 --> 00:43:25,319
high and you're like how does this guy

1042
00:43:30,230 --> 00:43:28,440
connect all the time is he always like

1043
00:43:32,930 --> 00:43:30,240
getting on base or hitting a home run

1044
00:43:35,210 --> 00:43:32,940
and when he doesn't it's even that's

1045
00:43:37,670 --> 00:43:35,220
more successful than others who knows

1046
00:43:39,589 --> 00:43:37,680
what his karmatic journey is it's

1047
00:43:41,390 --> 00:43:39,599
interesting though I think about it all

1048
00:43:43,609 --> 00:43:41,400
the time because again my next door

1049
00:43:46,130 --> 00:43:43,619
neighbors they're the nicest people ever

1050
00:43:48,950 --> 00:43:46,140
they would run through a brick wall for

1051
00:43:51,530 --> 00:43:48,960
you and they just love to go hard in the

1052
00:43:53,930 --> 00:43:51,540
paint and it's like God bless you

1053
00:43:56,690 --> 00:43:53,940
because that's not me because what

1054
00:44:00,109 --> 00:43:56,700
starts off with a drink and a toke a

1055
00:44:02,030 --> 00:44:00,119
weed goes in the Coke and then speed and

1056
00:44:05,270 --> 00:44:02,040
then I'm trying to set high scores on

1057
00:44:07,430 --> 00:44:05,280
PornHub again and none of that means

1058
00:44:08,870 --> 00:44:07,440
anything to me anymore it's wasted

1059
00:44:10,970 --> 00:44:08,880
energy

1060
00:44:14,450 --> 00:44:10,980
well you know the one other thing I I

1061
00:44:17,329 --> 00:44:14,460
like about what you said is uh some

1062
00:44:22,130 --> 00:44:17,339
people do exhibit a Grace

1063
00:44:25,250 --> 00:44:22,140
an ability to handle life in a way that

1064
00:44:26,870 --> 00:44:25,260
is just remarkable and it does seem you

1065
00:44:28,370 --> 00:44:26,880
know like you said a karmic path I mean

1066
00:44:29,630 --> 00:44:28,380
they're

1067
00:44:31,309 --> 00:44:29,640
it does seem like there's something

1068
00:44:32,990 --> 00:44:31,319
about that and I think you're right

1069
00:44:35,390 --> 00:44:33,000
about

1070
00:44:37,370 --> 00:44:35,400
um people like you and I and you know

1071
00:44:39,589 --> 00:44:37,380
have a certain background or a certain

1072
00:44:42,470 --> 00:44:39,599
you know we all have trauma everyone has

1073
00:44:46,130 --> 00:44:42,480
trauma that's a given but we just have a

1074
00:44:48,410 --> 00:44:46,140
certain recipe that requires us to find

1075
00:44:50,510 --> 00:44:48,420
a way through that I can relate to and

1076
00:44:51,950 --> 00:44:50,520
maybe that's why I can you know I can

1077
00:44:53,569 --> 00:44:51,960
relate to a lot of things you're saying

1078
00:44:55,430 --> 00:44:53,579
and can relate to you personally is

1079
00:44:57,470 --> 00:44:55,440
because I do feel like you're you're

1080
00:44:59,210 --> 00:44:57,480
working the program and I feel like I'm

1081
00:45:01,250 --> 00:44:59,220
always working the program you know I'm

1082
00:45:04,370 --> 00:45:01,260
always working the program I I listen

1083
00:45:07,910 --> 00:45:04,380
man so you know that I'm like I'm really

1084
00:45:10,970 --> 00:45:07,920
into like the game of life I you know

1085
00:45:13,490 --> 00:45:10,980
pop culture is demonize so much stuff

1086
00:45:16,309 --> 00:45:13,500
that I think is super important one of

1087
00:45:18,309 --> 00:45:16,319
them is oh he plays the game well and

1088
00:45:22,609 --> 00:45:18,319
then oh well that means he's like some

1089
00:45:26,750 --> 00:45:22,619
phony kind of dude and I go oh man for

1090
00:45:28,970 --> 00:45:26,760
me the ability to play the game like

1091
00:45:30,890 --> 00:45:28,980
me and you podcast right now I feel like

1092
00:45:32,569 --> 00:45:30,900
I talked a little too much and I would

1093
00:45:34,370 --> 00:45:32,579
like to have heard you too much more

1094
00:45:36,890 --> 00:45:34,380
maybe in the comment section I'll be

1095
00:45:38,750 --> 00:45:36,900
like shut up let's talk you dumbass and

1096
00:45:40,190 --> 00:45:38,760
I'll be like you know what I didn't play

1097
00:45:41,870 --> 00:45:40,200
the game of this right I should have

1098
00:45:43,910 --> 00:45:41,880
gave Alex a little more time to talk

1099
00:45:45,950 --> 00:45:43,920
because I don't get to talk to him as

1100
00:45:48,290 --> 00:45:45,960
much as I would like and he's got some

1101
00:45:51,530 --> 00:45:48,300
wonderful things to say that's the game

1102
00:45:53,930 --> 00:45:51,540
of Life uh when I was very young a comic

1103
00:45:55,790 --> 00:45:53,940
named Jimmy Schubert pulled me aside and

1104
00:45:58,430 --> 00:45:55,800
it's kind of early where it starts my

1105
00:46:00,950 --> 00:45:58,440
journey to understanding my wiring isn't

1106
00:46:03,170 --> 00:46:00,960
serving me anymore and he pulls me aside

1107
00:46:06,290 --> 00:46:03,180
goes dude you're super funny dude I I've

1108
00:46:08,630 --> 00:46:06,300
seen funny you got it but man you got

1109
00:46:11,690 --> 00:46:08,640
the worst attitude ever you think people

1110
00:46:13,730 --> 00:46:11,700
owe you something and you think you've

1111
00:46:18,050 --> 00:46:13,740
accomplished something and it sounds

1112
00:46:19,970 --> 00:46:18,060
really mean but it was 100 correct I was

1113
00:46:21,950 --> 00:46:19,980
just not playing the game of Life very

1114
00:46:22,970 --> 00:46:21,960
well because I was playing it the way I

1115
00:46:26,510 --> 00:46:22,980
was taught

1116
00:46:28,609 --> 00:46:26,520
and if that's not how it goes and I'm so

1117
00:46:30,829 --> 00:46:28,619
thankful for Jimmy Schubert for talk and

1118
00:46:35,450 --> 00:46:30,839
telling me that and being nice enough to

1119
00:46:38,510 --> 00:46:35,460
give me hard advice and to chill out and

1120
00:46:40,130 --> 00:46:38,520
just enjoy the journey and I wish I

1121
00:46:42,650 --> 00:46:40,140
could pull some of these young cats in

1122
00:46:44,150 --> 00:46:42,660
Hollywood aside and just go I've seen

1123
00:46:47,450 --> 00:46:44,160
people do what you do

1124
00:46:49,430 --> 00:46:47,460
it doesn't work you don't understand the

1125
00:46:51,890 --> 00:46:49,440
game you're trying to change this game

1126
00:46:55,069 --> 00:46:51,900
you don't change the game you have to

1127
00:46:57,230 --> 00:46:55,079
change yourself and beat the game and by

1128
00:46:59,150 --> 00:46:57,240
beating the game in a way you inspire

1129
00:47:01,550 --> 00:46:59,160
people to change the way they play the

1130
00:47:02,930 --> 00:47:01,560
game and that's how you do it and you

1131
00:47:05,890 --> 00:47:02,940
just can't do with some of these young

1132
00:47:08,750 --> 00:47:05,900
kids because they got a lot idealistic

1133
00:47:10,790 --> 00:47:08,760
views of life but they won't listen to

1134
00:47:13,069 --> 00:47:10,800
other people because culture is like old

1135
00:47:15,470 --> 00:47:13,079
people don't know [\h__\h] and I do think

1136
00:47:17,150 --> 00:47:15,480
that's done on purpose and this is part

1137
00:47:19,730 --> 00:47:17,160
of this whole thing about the rewriting

1138
00:47:22,790 --> 00:47:19,740
of History right they just don't want

1139
00:47:24,589 --> 00:47:22,800
you and your grandparents or you and

1140
00:47:27,530 --> 00:47:24,599
your grandkids that have the same

1141
00:47:30,470 --> 00:47:27,540
information so there's a disconnect

1142
00:47:32,750 --> 00:47:30,480
and it's done on purpose but the game of

1143
00:47:34,790 --> 00:47:32,760
life is everything and I like I just

1144
00:47:36,530 --> 00:47:34,800
used to want to go to war people now

1145
00:47:39,230 --> 00:47:36,540
it's just like

1146
00:47:40,849 --> 00:47:39,240
you know that's their Journey bro I'm

1147
00:47:43,010 --> 00:47:40,859
out of it and you maybe you don't do it

1148
00:47:45,170 --> 00:47:43,020
the way I want it or I think it should

1149
00:47:47,569 --> 00:47:45,180
be done but God bless you I wish you

1150
00:47:49,670 --> 00:47:47,579
luck on that and I'm gonna try to do the

1151
00:47:51,650 --> 00:47:49,680
best I can

1152
00:47:53,510 --> 00:47:51,660
you know that's tough because you're

1153
00:47:54,890 --> 00:47:53,520
touching on a couple of things that you

1154
00:47:56,690 --> 00:47:54,900
know back to you know the kind of

1155
00:47:59,450 --> 00:47:56,700
parenting stuff and and that kind of

1156
00:48:02,150 --> 00:47:59,460
thing and the the one thing that that I

1157
00:48:04,550 --> 00:48:02,160
you know as I get older I can kind of

1158
00:48:08,510 --> 00:48:04,560
relate to is

1159
00:48:10,670 --> 00:48:08,520
remember the old people you know back

1160
00:48:14,450 --> 00:48:10,680
East when you that just seem to have

1161
00:48:17,390 --> 00:48:14,460
wisdom you know and when I think of the

1162
00:48:20,150 --> 00:48:17,400
wisdom that some of those people had

1163
00:48:21,950 --> 00:48:20,160
a lot of times it was they knew when to

1164
00:48:24,170 --> 00:48:21,960
shut the [\h__\h] up

1165
00:48:26,569 --> 00:48:24,180
you know they just knew when to shut the

1166
00:48:28,250 --> 00:48:26,579
[\h__\h] up so you'd be off doing something

1167
00:48:29,990 --> 00:48:28,260
and saying something you're a young buck

1168
00:48:31,790 --> 00:48:30,000
you know and they just sit there and

1169
00:48:34,250 --> 00:48:31,800
they just smile and they just kind of

1170
00:48:37,430 --> 00:48:34,260
like you're doing so you know

1171
00:48:39,050 --> 00:48:37,440
life will be your teaching you will be

1172
00:48:40,970 --> 00:48:39,060
your teacher you know I don't have to do

1173
00:48:42,950 --> 00:48:40,980
it and that's how I kind of feel with my

1174
00:48:44,089 --> 00:48:42,960
kids right now and you know my oldest I

1175
00:48:46,250 --> 00:48:44,099
told him that you know because he was

1176
00:48:47,270 --> 00:48:46,260
his younger brother was this man I was

1177
00:48:49,190 --> 00:48:47,280
like

1178
00:48:51,109 --> 00:48:49,200
hey

1179
00:48:52,910 --> 00:48:51,119
life's going to take care of it life's

1180
00:48:54,950 --> 00:48:52,920
the teacher you know I really don't have

1181
00:48:57,050 --> 00:48:54,960
to do I don't have to do all the lessons

1182
00:48:58,609 --> 00:48:57,060
you know what do you think of that I

1183
00:49:00,230 --> 00:48:58,619
think it's interesting you know I do

1184
00:49:02,710 --> 00:49:00,240
really do believe

1185
00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:02,720
that unless some major trauma happens

1186
00:49:08,270 --> 00:49:06,119
your children are on their path

1187
00:49:10,730 --> 00:49:08,280
and like it's kind of like with a ship

1188
00:49:13,130 --> 00:49:10,740
where you can kind of like kind of push

1189
00:49:14,990 --> 00:49:13,140
it just a little bit like a ship fair

1190
00:49:17,750 --> 00:49:15,000
enough just maybe it's apparently like

1191
00:49:19,910 --> 00:49:17,760
Boop and it's like starts to turn that

1192
00:49:22,430 --> 00:49:19,920
way a little bit more and that's your

1193
00:49:24,530 --> 00:49:22,440
job man they're coming in this world and

1194
00:49:26,329 --> 00:49:24,540
they have a path and they want to learn

1195
00:49:29,089 --> 00:49:26,339
and

1196
00:49:32,210 --> 00:49:29,099
your job is to keep them on a horrific

1197
00:49:34,910 --> 00:49:32,220
trauma that could throw them off the

1198
00:49:38,990 --> 00:49:34,920
train tracks and onto another track and

1199
00:49:42,710 --> 00:49:39,000
I you know like the women in my life

1200
00:49:45,230 --> 00:49:42,720
all love to watch YouTube's and enjoying

1201
00:49:47,150 --> 00:49:45,240
groups about parenting and all the women

1202
00:49:50,390 --> 00:49:47,160
I know that have kids all the women I

1203
00:49:53,089 --> 00:49:50,400
know and I go man I think you just know

1204
00:49:55,010 --> 00:49:53,099
it you just know it like there's little

1205
00:49:57,290 --> 00:49:55,020
things you could use some advice on on

1206
00:49:59,329 --> 00:49:57,300
how to do this like how to burp nobody

1207
00:50:01,670 --> 00:49:59,339
teaches you how to that how important

1208
00:50:03,829 --> 00:50:01,680
burping is to newborns like and you're

1209
00:50:06,230 --> 00:50:03,839
just gonna be sitting here trying to

1210
00:50:08,690 --> 00:50:06,240
hear a burp and you like did was it a

1211
00:50:10,609 --> 00:50:08,700
burp I got do I keep just going smacking

1212
00:50:12,890 --> 00:50:10,619
this kid on the back and it's like you

1213
00:50:16,130 --> 00:50:12,900
gotta be patient man you gotta be

1214
00:50:20,390 --> 00:50:16,140
patient and but I do think children are

1215
00:50:22,250 --> 00:50:20,400
on their path man and look at me dude I

1216
00:50:24,530 --> 00:50:22,260
mean like my parents

1217
00:50:26,930 --> 00:50:24,540
they always were supportive even when it

1218
00:50:29,210 --> 00:50:26,940
looked like I was going to pump gas and

1219
00:50:31,370 --> 00:50:29,220
when I say I wanted to be a comic they

1220
00:50:33,130 --> 00:50:31,380
were like [\h__\h] yeah anything at this

1221
00:50:35,870 --> 00:50:33,140
point

1222
00:50:37,609 --> 00:50:35,880
and they always have been support they

1223
00:50:40,930 --> 00:50:37,619
never even when they didn't understand

1224
00:50:44,089 --> 00:50:40,940
it my father would could not understand

1225
00:50:46,010 --> 00:50:44,099
the model of entertainment

1226
00:50:49,490 --> 00:50:46,020
and but it was always supportive of it

1227
00:50:52,370 --> 00:50:49,500
and he would come watch me perform and

1228
00:50:54,049 --> 00:50:52,380
you know I I I've looked back at some of

1229
00:50:57,049 --> 00:50:54,059
the ways I've talked about my father and

1230
00:50:59,030 --> 00:50:57,059
I really regret it uh because I know

1231
00:51:02,390 --> 00:50:59,040
that he went through trauma and I should

1232
00:51:04,670 --> 00:51:02,400
show him some love as a victim and

1233
00:51:07,750 --> 00:51:04,680
understand that you know if he couldn't

1234
00:51:11,750 --> 00:51:07,760
be an example he was a wonderful warning

1235
00:51:14,690 --> 00:51:11,760
becoming my father and I and like that's

1236
00:51:17,210 --> 00:51:14,700
why I ran to Alcoholics Anonymous that's

1237
00:51:20,809 --> 00:51:17,220
why Ramsey recovery because I was doing

1238
00:51:23,630 --> 00:51:20,819
the exact same thing with everybody I

1239
00:51:25,609 --> 00:51:23,640
thought he was jealous of me because I

1240
00:51:27,410 --> 00:51:25,619
was so great I thought they were

1241
00:51:29,089 --> 00:51:27,420
thinking about me all the time one of

1242
00:51:30,950 --> 00:51:29,099
the greatest moments ever it was in

1243
00:51:34,190 --> 00:51:30,960
recovery when it finally dawned on me

1244
00:51:35,690 --> 00:51:34,200
that nobody's thinking about me and not

1245
00:51:38,630 --> 00:51:35,700
in a bad way

1246
00:51:42,049 --> 00:51:38,640
nobody's thinking of me it's such a

1247
00:51:43,849 --> 00:51:42,059
blessing I am free and the the killers

1248
00:51:45,770 --> 00:51:43,859
in the house man the killers in the

1249
00:51:48,829 --> 00:51:45,780
house wouldn't you realize the killers

1250
00:51:50,690 --> 00:51:48,839
in the house right man you could deal

1251
00:51:54,530 --> 00:51:50,700
with that a lot quicker

1252
00:51:58,130 --> 00:51:56,930
I live it bro where did you find where

1253
00:52:01,970 --> 00:51:58,140
did you find that where did you find the

1254
00:52:03,589 --> 00:52:01,980
wisdom who who did you look to

1255
00:52:05,630 --> 00:52:03,599
looking back

1256
00:52:07,130 --> 00:52:05,640
was wise

1257
00:52:09,230 --> 00:52:07,140
anybody

1258
00:52:11,450 --> 00:52:09,240
but when I was growing up there was a

1259
00:52:13,309 --> 00:52:11,460
teacher named Dr Voris who was just the

1260
00:52:15,470 --> 00:52:13,319
first person to ever get me and I

1261
00:52:18,049 --> 00:52:15,480
realized it I was like wow this guy just

1262
00:52:19,130 --> 00:52:18,059
lets me go I was a square peg in a round

1263
00:52:24,170 --> 00:52:19,140
hole

1264
00:52:26,089 --> 00:52:24,180
and I just never fit in school never my

1265
00:52:29,750 --> 00:52:26,099
brother was very very good at school

1266
00:52:31,609 --> 00:52:29,760
very good at everything was very good I

1267
00:52:33,589 --> 00:52:31,619
was not and when I say they thought I

1268
00:52:37,250 --> 00:52:33,599
was gonna pump gas I'm not even kidding

1269
00:52:39,349 --> 00:52:37,260
that was the expectations of me ah and

1270
00:52:41,870 --> 00:52:39,359
then I went to college and I was just my

1271
00:52:43,849 --> 00:52:41,880
father man I was just always in survival

1272
00:52:46,370 --> 00:52:43,859
mode I had no clue how to deal with

1273
00:52:49,609 --> 00:52:46,380
women I had no clue how to deal with

1274
00:52:51,349 --> 00:52:49,619
anything and it was until I really I

1275
00:52:54,349 --> 00:52:51,359
went out on the road with Vince Vaughn

1276
00:52:55,790 --> 00:52:54,359
one time I bombed so hard I never saw

1277
00:52:58,790 --> 00:52:55,800
him again

1278
00:53:00,589 --> 00:52:58,800
and I had to get right and I just wanted

1279
00:53:02,809 --> 00:53:00,599
this journey and then I got a TV show

1280
00:53:04,370 --> 00:53:02,819
because things were going great and I

1281
00:53:06,650 --> 00:53:04,380
started popping these painkillers

1282
00:53:09,650 --> 00:53:06,660
because I was doing stunts and then that

1283
00:53:12,230 --> 00:53:09,660
it was off the coke and then this chick

1284
00:53:14,750 --> 00:53:12,240
wanted me to do speed with her because I

1285
00:53:17,390 --> 00:53:14,760
had a sex addiction I was like okay I

1286
00:53:19,849 --> 00:53:17,400
did and then I off on that for a long

1287
00:53:21,770 --> 00:53:19,859
time and then these two baby girls came

1288
00:53:24,410 --> 00:53:21,780
into my life and I had to survive

1289
00:53:26,270 --> 00:53:24,420
because this pandemic had just hit and I

1290
00:53:28,010 --> 00:53:26,280
was just doing these spiritual shows on

1291
00:53:30,589 --> 00:53:28,020
Tim full hat and nobody wanted to listen

1292
00:53:32,390 --> 00:53:30,599
to him I'll get these these things dude

1293
00:53:34,609 --> 00:53:32,400
we don't want to hear about this stuff

1294
00:53:36,230 --> 00:53:34,619
we want to hear about the Deep State and

1295
00:53:38,329 --> 00:53:36,240
all that and I'm like man but these

1296
00:53:41,390 --> 00:53:38,339
things are like giving me hope so

1297
00:53:42,650 --> 00:53:41,400
they're like hey man rockfin's like do

1298
00:53:45,349 --> 00:53:42,660
show I'm like okay I'm gonna do a

1299
00:53:48,530 --> 00:53:45,359
spiritual show we're in a pandemic we're

1300
00:53:49,970 --> 00:53:48,540
in a lockdown I need the [\h__\h] I you

1301
00:53:52,089 --> 00:53:49,980
know I need to make money these guys are

1302
00:53:54,589 --> 00:53:52,099
gonna throw me some cash I'm gonna do it

1303
00:53:55,970 --> 00:53:54,599
and uh I just been on this journey and

1304
00:54:01,790 --> 00:53:55,980
I've learned so much from people like

1305
00:54:03,349 --> 00:54:01,800
you and and uh Birch driver Von Galt

1306
00:54:06,950 --> 00:54:03,359
these are like people who've made like

1307
00:54:09,530 --> 00:54:06,960
uh you know Amy Bellaire Matt Bel Air

1308
00:54:13,430 --> 00:54:09,540
like these are people who've like made

1309
00:54:16,370 --> 00:54:13,440
incredible like impact on my view of the

1310
00:54:19,549 --> 00:54:16,380
world and really changed me from this

1311
00:54:22,970 --> 00:54:19,559
kind of like Scorch the Earth Kaiser

1312
00:54:25,370 --> 00:54:22,980
sose guy to like you know what man let's

1313
00:54:28,130 --> 00:54:25,380
just chill by the side of the river and

1314
00:54:29,510 --> 00:54:28,140
wait to our enemies bodies Float by and

1315
00:54:31,730 --> 00:54:29,520
that's kind of where I am right now

1316
00:54:35,510 --> 00:54:31,740
let's just chill and then my babies came

1317
00:54:38,450 --> 00:54:35,520
and I'd hit a rock bottom because I was

1318
00:54:41,150 --> 00:54:38,460
a tweaker and I had kids and I was like

1319
00:54:43,730 --> 00:54:41,160
I never want to be that person so I

1320
00:54:46,130 --> 00:54:43,740
stopped and like

1321
00:54:49,309 --> 00:54:46,140
and all you know here I am and every day

1322
00:54:50,809 --> 00:54:49,319
I only got 24 hours man but the like the

1323
00:54:53,930 --> 00:54:50,819
thought of embarrassing those children

1324
00:54:55,849 --> 00:54:53,940
just makes me so sad so I'm like I'm not

1325
00:54:58,910 --> 00:54:55,859
gonna do it I'm gonna embarrass them in

1326
00:55:01,730 --> 00:54:58,920
so many other wonderful ways you know

1327
00:55:03,770 --> 00:55:01,740
like I don't need to [\h__\h] gun them and

1328
00:55:05,329 --> 00:55:03,780
that's kind of where it is so Zero's

1329
00:55:07,609 --> 00:55:05,339
really opened my mind and what's really

1330
00:55:10,130 --> 00:55:07,619
crazy is like now I start bringing some

1331
00:55:12,710 --> 00:55:10,140
people that I I'm being on zero on the

1332
00:55:14,630 --> 00:55:12,720
tinfoil hats and those numbers get huge

1333
00:55:16,970 --> 00:55:14,640
numbers because they've gotten to the

1334
00:55:21,109 --> 00:55:16,980
point where it's like conspiracy leads

1335
00:55:24,049 --> 00:55:21,119
to spirituality and that's the blessing

1336
00:55:27,589 --> 00:55:24,059
yeah and and like I say the other way

1337
00:55:27,599 --> 00:55:30,589
the loop right just

1338
00:55:34,790 --> 00:55:32,630
the other way around then uh I'll let

1339
00:55:37,790 --> 00:55:34,800
you get on with your life but you know

1340
00:55:40,309 --> 00:55:37,800
if you just go look at

1341
00:55:42,170 --> 00:55:40,319
at the spirituality you know you go look

1342
00:55:44,270 --> 00:55:42,180
at Christianity

1343
00:55:45,970 --> 00:55:44,280
well there's conspiracy all over the

1344
00:55:48,950 --> 00:55:45,980
place 100

1345
00:55:51,290 --> 00:55:48,960
so so it's like that's what most people

1346
00:55:52,910 --> 00:55:51,300
a lot of people are wrapping themselves

1347
00:55:55,430 --> 00:55:52,920
around that and saying that's my

1348
00:55:58,370 --> 00:55:55,440
spirituality you know don't don't don't

1349
00:56:00,530 --> 00:55:58,380
mess with my religious beliefs you know

1350
00:56:02,569 --> 00:56:00,540
and from if you come at that from a

1351
00:56:04,549 --> 00:56:02,579
conspiratorial standpoint you really

1352
00:56:06,650 --> 00:56:04,559
gain some insights that are valuable you

1353
00:56:08,450 --> 00:56:06,660
go really what about this what about

1354
00:56:10,549 --> 00:56:08,460
this have you considered this what about

1355
00:56:13,069 --> 00:56:10,559
the pope what about you know all that

1356
00:56:17,270 --> 00:56:13,079
stuff so I I it goes the other way too

1357
00:56:19,910 --> 00:56:17,280
right because you've covered a lot 100 I

1358
00:56:22,970 --> 00:56:19,920
mean the most safest place to be is I

1359
00:56:25,490 --> 00:56:22,980
don't know man I I don't know I'm

1360
00:56:28,390 --> 00:56:25,500
open-minded to it and I feel like when

1361
00:56:31,849 --> 00:56:28,400
you entrench yourself into any ideology

1362
00:56:32,750 --> 00:56:31,859
you are setting yourself up to be let

1363
00:56:36,410 --> 00:56:32,760
down

1364
00:56:38,870 --> 00:56:36,420
and if you you think all these psyops

1365
00:56:40,069 --> 00:56:38,880
and all this conspiracies happening to

1366
00:56:47,210 --> 00:56:40,079
this

1367
00:56:49,730 --> 00:56:47,220
long con going on that's been done on

1368
00:56:53,150 --> 00:56:49,740
humanity and but you know people like

1369
00:56:55,490 --> 00:56:53,160
Jesus and Buddha and all these people

1370
00:56:58,790 --> 00:56:55,500
I'm open-minded to everything they did

1371
00:57:02,809 --> 00:56:58,800
do I need to go 100 the story that we're

1372
00:57:04,010 --> 00:57:02,819
told is 100 no but I don't know man it's

1373
00:57:06,410 --> 00:57:04,020
just like

1374
00:57:08,630 --> 00:57:06,420
you listen this kind of I'm really in

1375
00:57:11,690 --> 00:57:08,640
the Christ Consciousness I Think Jesus

1376
00:57:14,030 --> 00:57:11,700
or whatever his name was reach the level

1377
00:57:16,730 --> 00:57:14,040
of that but maybe who knows I'm just

1378
00:57:19,609 --> 00:57:16,740
open-minded to it and I'm open-minded to

1379
00:57:22,549 --> 00:57:19,619
it all and I can't tell you what it's

1380
00:57:26,210 --> 00:57:22,559
like good luck man it's like there's so

1381
00:57:29,210 --> 00:57:26,220
much to see for deck centuries

1382
00:57:30,770 --> 00:57:29,220
Millennium they've been lying to us so

1383
00:57:33,049 --> 00:57:30,780
you're not you know all you can do is

1384
00:57:35,390 --> 00:57:33,059
what feels right and that's what I do

1385
00:57:37,730 --> 00:57:35,400
what what feels good and what feels good

1386
00:57:40,609 --> 00:57:37,740
to me is Law of Attraction model of

1387
00:57:43,490 --> 00:57:40,619
abundance okay and I believe that I

1388
00:57:45,890 --> 00:57:43,500
believe that there's one sin and that

1389
00:57:46,970 --> 00:57:45,900
sin is do you bring pain and suffering

1390
00:57:50,510 --> 00:57:46,980
to others

1391
00:57:51,349 --> 00:57:50,520
and if you did you pay a price if you

1392
00:57:54,349 --> 00:57:51,359
didn't

1393
00:57:56,750 --> 00:57:54,359
I think the universe is yours

1394
00:57:58,609 --> 00:57:56,760
you know it's All About That Life review

1395
00:58:00,589 --> 00:57:58,619
that we're going to face you know that

1396
00:58:03,589 --> 00:58:00,599
the ND ears the near-death experience

1397
00:58:05,210 --> 00:58:03,599
come back and they say and you know the

1398
00:58:06,829 --> 00:58:05,220
most beautiful thing that they say sam

1399
00:58:09,049 --> 00:58:06,839
that I always remember is

1400
00:58:11,809 --> 00:58:09,059
yeah baby you are facing that Life

1401
00:58:14,809 --> 00:58:11,819
review you are going to be judged for

1402
00:58:18,650 --> 00:58:14,819
everything you had every thought you had

1403
00:58:20,750 --> 00:58:18,660
and how it affected every person oh yeah

1404
00:58:23,569 --> 00:58:20,760
here's but here's the trick

1405
00:58:26,630 --> 00:58:23,579
the judge is going to be you you're the

1406
00:58:28,910 --> 00:58:26,640
judge your soul is the judge into this

1407
00:58:31,370 --> 00:58:28,920
now that switches the whole thing you

1408
00:58:33,770 --> 00:58:31,380
mean oh it's not some guy up on the

1409
00:58:37,190 --> 00:58:33,780
cloud saying good or bad it's me I'm

1410
00:58:39,950 --> 00:58:37,200
responsible for every thought I have in

1411
00:58:42,950 --> 00:58:39,960
every yelling at my daughter as she's

1412
00:58:45,410 --> 00:58:42,960
leaving to go see her boyfriend you know

1413
00:58:48,289 --> 00:58:45,420
I'm responsible for all that you know

1414
00:58:53,030 --> 00:58:48,299
that's a different that Rings true to me

1415
00:58:55,730 --> 00:58:53,040
at a level all the way down it's like oh

1416
00:58:58,010 --> 00:58:55,740
I've been hearing that man

1417
00:58:59,630 --> 00:58:58,020
that you're gonna be like I don't want

1418
00:59:02,210 --> 00:58:59,640
to do this anymore and I want to get to

1419
00:59:04,069 --> 00:59:02,220
a higher level it's interesting man it's

1420
00:59:07,130 --> 00:59:04,079
one of my favorite conversations I have

1421
00:59:10,190 --> 00:59:07,140
what is it how long are we into the

1422
00:59:13,250 --> 00:59:10,200
vedics right are we in the Sumerians

1423
00:59:16,370 --> 00:59:13,260
like all this stuff it's so interesting

1424
00:59:18,470 --> 00:59:16,380
to me Alex I've kept you too long I

1425
00:59:20,690 --> 00:59:18,480
could talk to you forever else I gotta

1426
00:59:22,910 --> 00:59:20,700
get you back on Tim full hat there's

1427
00:59:24,589 --> 00:59:22,920
other just you know

1428
00:59:26,809 --> 00:59:24,599
discussions I'd like to have with you

1429
00:59:28,250 --> 00:59:26,819
I'm really into what really how I know

1430
00:59:30,349 --> 00:59:28,260
you were talking about the West Memphis

1431
00:59:32,089 --> 00:59:30,359
Three before but you brought up

1432
00:59:34,430 --> 00:59:32,099
something earlier today you didn't think

1433
00:59:36,470 --> 00:59:34,440
was true I mean I'm into all that stuff

1434
00:59:37,910 --> 00:59:36,480
we need to get more have some more

1435
00:59:40,069 --> 00:59:37,920
discussions I'll set it up and get you

1436
00:59:41,329 --> 00:59:40,079
on the show I'd love to talk one more

1437
00:59:43,010 --> 00:59:41,339
time tell them where they can find you

1438
00:59:45,589 --> 00:59:43,020
because I know you're putting out this

1439
00:59:48,950 --> 00:59:45,599
on your your stuff too so wherever you

1440
00:59:50,990 --> 00:59:48,960
want to go skeptico you'll find it Alex

1441
00:59:54,289 --> 00:59:51,000
at skeptico you'll find it and we got

1442
00:59:56,690 --> 00:59:54,299
some cool stuff that uh you know we can

1443
01:00:00,230 --> 00:59:56,700
talk about I'd love to have you on there

1444
01:00:01,549 --> 01:00:00,240
sometime I know really because I know

1445
01:00:03,470 --> 01:00:01,559
you're I know you're always you're

1446
01:00:04,849 --> 01:00:03,480
always busy but I'd love to have you on

1447
01:00:06,890 --> 01:00:04,859
there to talk about some of the stuff

1448
01:00:09,950 --> 01:00:06,900
that we've talked about in kind of a

1449
01:00:13,549 --> 01:00:09,960
more uh structured way you know kind of

1450
01:00:16,370 --> 01:00:13,559
pull you in because I I think that you

1451
01:00:19,789 --> 01:00:16,380
know it's really cool

1452
01:00:22,010 --> 01:00:19,799
the people that really uh dug into as

1453
01:00:24,109 --> 01:00:22,020
many of these areas as you have there's

1454
01:00:25,849 --> 01:00:24,119
a lot of knowledge to be mined out there

1455
01:00:27,589 --> 01:00:25,859
and one of the things that that kind of

1456
01:00:30,109 --> 01:00:27,599
frustrates me is

1457
01:00:32,690 --> 01:00:30,119
so this need to produce all this content

1458
01:00:34,789 --> 01:00:32,700
which we all have but there's like

1459
01:00:37,370 --> 01:00:34,799
50 of your shows that I would go back

1460
01:00:39,770 --> 01:00:37,380
and go hey Sam let's go back and what

1461
01:00:41,690 --> 01:00:39,780
about this and how did you do that go

1462
01:00:42,829 --> 01:00:41,700
back and review old episodes which I'm

1463
01:00:45,470 --> 01:00:42,839
not yes

1464
01:00:49,069 --> 01:00:45,480
yes maybe I'll do that maybe I'll people

1465
01:00:51,430 --> 01:00:49,079
request episodes for me to re-watch on

1466
01:00:53,210 --> 01:00:51,440
uh stream yard I'm in Alex

1467
01:00:55,010 --> 01:00:53,220
that's what we're gonna do we're gonna

1468
01:00:56,690 --> 01:00:55,020
have you on and I'm gonna pick like 10

1469
01:00:58,069 --> 01:00:56,700
10 of your favorite episodes and we're

1470
01:01:00,530 --> 01:00:58,079
going to talk about all right let's do

1471
01:01:03,109 --> 01:01:00,540
it dude well Alex you know I look for I

1472
01:01:05,329 --> 01:01:03,119
met you one time you saw me live I don't

1473
01:01:07,670 --> 01:01:05,339
even know how it went that day but I I

1474
01:01:11,030 --> 01:01:07,680
do have a general General love for you

1475
01:01:12,829 --> 01:01:11,040
and I appreciate it and I every time we

1476
01:01:14,750 --> 01:01:12,839
talk I just feel like a better person

1477
01:01:17,270 --> 01:01:14,760
after so thank you for coming on dude

1478
01:01:20,690 --> 01:01:17,280
and you're great and you're and your

1479
01:01:23,329 --> 01:01:20,700
stand-up is so freaking First Rate I

1480
01:01:25,549 --> 01:01:23,339
would pay I I I love Joe Rogan greatest

1481
01:01:28,069 --> 01:01:25,559
of all time as a podcaster greatest

1482
01:01:30,530 --> 01:01:28,079
all-time MMA announcer I wouldn't pay to

1483
01:01:32,150 --> 01:01:30,540
see a show I'd pay to see you anytime

1484
01:01:34,430 --> 01:01:32,160
anywhere so let me know when you're in

1485
01:01:36,650 --> 01:01:34,440
San Diego I love Rogan and I'm black

1486
01:01:38,870 --> 01:01:36,660
like dude I just there's some guys out

1487
01:01:40,370 --> 01:01:38,880
there like Joey Diaz and it's like

1488
01:01:42,770 --> 01:01:40,380
there's some young kids coming up too

1489
01:01:45,530 --> 01:01:42,780
that are great but I love you brother

1490
01:01:47,329 --> 01:01:45,540
and uh I look forward to if I'm ever

1491
01:01:49,549 --> 01:01:47,339
down San Diego gigging I'd love to meet

1492
01:01:51,349 --> 01:01:49,559
up for dinner yeah great we'll do it

1493
01:01:52,730 --> 01:01:51,359
we'll do it all right brother love you I

1494
01:01:55,309 --> 01:01:52,740
got your email I'll send you this we'll

1495
01:01:57,589 --> 01:01:55,319
talk guys I hope you enjoyed this uh

1496
01:02:00,410 --> 01:01:57,599
Zero's just getting started I want to

1497
01:02:02,270 --> 01:02:00,420
make this a giant thing and uh we love